Today I am starting antidepressants. It is something that I should have done a long time ago, but due to some earlier life experiences I have a visceral reaction to using drugs to make me feel better. Of course, I know that this is different.
Now is a time where I need to be bringing my A-game as I try to launch statzen. Yet, I feel like I am putting things off and not getting things done because I feel overwhelmed and depressed. Well, this is me doing something about it. I am willing to do whatever it takes.
This is one of those topics that a little voice in the back of my head tells me I shouldn’t post. (Dad, is that you?) But honestly, I think the moral of the story here is a good one. Sometimes, admitting weakness is a sign of strength (or at least wisdom). Of course, I may just be batshit crazy, but that is not for me to determine.
Who knows, I may even learn to smile more soon. (Thanks Aunt B for the compliments and advice.)
